That was before…And today is different.
Now look at me and see within…
I am a rag with some sort of disease.
I made myself to it.
I indulged into what you called sin.
Truly that sin corrupts my whole being.
I am in pain.
It is unbearable.
This is terrible,
It consumes me…
And I am broken.
Does this even make sense?
I blame it to myself.
That desires lead me to death...
I don’t know how to go back to you…
I keep searching you, I will.
Everywhere I go, there are signs of you.
I wanted to see you,
I wanted to feel you,
I wanted to be loved by You,..Again.