Tuesday, August 31, 2010


When I found no purpose inside my mind,
My heart seeketh..

And in my isolation,
There's only One from above

Truly, walking on darkness
blinded my sight.

But your faithfulness
brought light into my path.

Saturday, August 28, 2010


- 100 % GOD
- 100 % MAN

Why Jesus was born?

He was BORN so that He can DIE (phil.2v8)
for two reasons:

1.) Demonstrate God's Love (Rom.5v8)
2.) Pay for my Sins (1Peter 2v24)

What Jesus did thousand of years ago
can make a difference right now,..

Those words were echoing again...
What does the cross mean to me?

Jesus was born through divine conception
He grew like us
He was tempted like us but did not sin (Heb.4v15)
He suffered like us,..even wept...

Jesus does it mean,..
you felt the same feeling i have right now?
The same pain...

How can my heart be ever right with you?,.


I am a compass without a needle
Where should I go to find you,Jesus?

An angel whispered:
"Saturate your world with God's word"

I pray I could have you.
And this is the fact:
While Im afraid to face the unchangeable..
I will seek you Lord

I am searching you,.
And your first revelation:
"Jesus is Lord" (SBC Sunday msg)

Open my eyes Lord
That I may see more of you

Wednesday, August 25, 2010


Everyday, darkness creep through my night
And fears crawl from behind...

Therefore I say,
If loneliness will forever dwell in this heart...
And if rain will continually pour through my land
What good it is for me to stay alive?

For I do not want to shed tears anymore
I do not want to taste grief anymore
Neither do I want my life anymore


Excerpt from the Book of Bible, NIV
“Parable of the Lost Son”

There was a man who had two sons.

The younger one said to his father,

So he divided his property between them.
Not long after that,
the younger son got together all he had,
set off for a distant country
and there squandered his wealth in wild living.

After he had spent everything,
There was a severe famine in that whole country,
And he began to be in need.
So he went and hired himself out
to a citizen of that country,
who sent him to his fields to feed pigs.

He longed to fill his stomach with the pods
That the pigs were eating,
But no one gave him anything.

When he came to his senses,
He said, how many of my father’s hired men
have food to spare,
and here I am starving to death!
I will set out and go back to my father
And say to him:

“Father, I have sinned against heaven and against you.
I am no longer worthy to be called your son;
Make me like one of your hired men.”

So he got up and went to his father…

What do you think the son felt all this time?... 
And what will be the father's reaction?

Continuation can be seen at Luke 15:20-32

Tuesday, August 24, 2010


This battle inside my mind is driving me crazy.
I am like a lost sheep having no sense of direction at all.
My life right now is in a huge chaos.
This mess is keeping me a prisoner of my own cell.

I browse through your book,
Searching words that was once soothed me
And in my misery I found this…

It is as if a big stone is thrown in my face.
My mind asked,
What does it mean to trust?

Sunday, August 22, 2010


That was before…And today is different.
Now look at me and see within…
I am a rag with some sort of disease.

I made myself to it.
I indulged into what you called sin.
Truly that sin corrupts my whole being.
I am in pain.
It is unbearable.
This is terrible,
It consumes me…
And I am broken.
Does this even make sense?
I blame it to myself.
That desires lead me to death...

I don’t know how to go back to you…
I keep searching you, I will.

Everywhere I go, there are signs of you.
I wanted to see you,
I wanted to feel you,
I wanted to be loved by You,..Again.